Crew Member Discloses Mental Health Struggle Following Wave of Online Abuse Following Journey

Astronaut during mission
Amanda Nguyen, a bioastronautics research scientist, was onboard the New Shepard NS-31 rocket in April 2025.

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the wake of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also included celebrity crewmates.

The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, describing a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.

She described the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and conducted tests during the flight, said everything she had worked for – from her lab work and years of training to the historic significance of her background – was overshadowed under the deluge of misogyny.

She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.

Her own aspiration for spaceflight was deferred after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

Finding Solid Ground

Months following fulfilling her dream, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the supporters whose kindness helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she said.

She concluded that even with the backlash, important benefits had come out of the mission, including increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The computer-piloted spacecraft departed Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that crossed the Kármán line of outer space.

The team of pioneers also included accomplished professionals from various fields.

The company behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.

Nicole Wilson
Nicole Wilson

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